let them come and go..

I was talking about feelings. you know, you'll never get same feeling everyday. maybe you'll feel happy tomorow, you'll show your biggest smile, yelling, jumping, and do somehing stupid to show how exited you are. perhaps you'll feel sad, feel dissapointed, you'll find yourself glum, dejected, and crying, you think your whole life is falling apart. your mood keeps changing all the time. That's life.
You found yourself at university. Whereas, it was only yesterday you felt the exitement of your first school. you met to new people, make friends, become a bestfriend, promised not to split, but then time flies, you grown up, you begin to distance, stop talking to them, and watch them go away with their new friends, get angry, feel lonely, then you go looking for people who care, share about your feeling, felt fit, have new friends, and it will continue again and over again..

Its the same thing when you're in love. meet someone, introduce each other, you found they're cute the way they treat you, fascinated, you try to sense every written and unwritten words they conjured. Be fond by sharing your own thoughts, comfortable in unleashing what’s inside your head. but then you relize how aching it could be. When you found yourself mislead by your own thought. When something failed to meet your expectation swiftly replaced by disappointment. Everything is twisted. What you know now did not fit to what you know then. Adapting to the change, the dissonance that happened in between. They are no longer doing the things they used to do with you. You have no courage to ask why, cause you barely know that if it once has a meaning at all.

You spend your days contemplating, pondering. Trying to find the answer why whilst trying to forget. Denying things. You surely know that you are broke. Tore into pieces, but you surely can gather it back in. But there’s this wound, which might not be healed even by time. They surely leave a mark, which once has a meaning to you, but left meaningless. but then again that is not the end of your life, you'll find someone new, fall in love, and over time is keep running, your life will keep moving..

Life will continue to be met with series of feelings, so don't ever stuck in one moment. When you're happy, feel free to laugh. If your heart broke, just let it broke cause you'll be okay. Feelings are just visitors, so let them come and go..

Replica

Came upon this article on a favouritest blog of mine, and figured out that it's actually from thought catalog Got the urge to post this on my blog, cause i couldn't agree more to what it said and i guess most of you will do the same. or maybe not.

The One Who Cares Less 

 I’ve often heard that people only start wanting you when they think that you don’t want them. It’s true; I’ve lived by it. Whether its business or friendships or especially romantic relationships, the person who cares less always seems to be the person who has the most power. At least that’s what it might feel like for the person that cares more. But I question whether this is true or not.

I have been called the, “queen of not giving a shit.” One of my many talents is that I am really good at both not actually caring, as well as acting like I don’t care. Just yesterday, some girlfriends and I were talking about boys and I quoted Almost Famous as my romance mantra, “If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt.” And it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve ultimately come off as cynical about relationships. People think it stems from really not caring; on the contrary, it stems from the fear of caring too much.

I know how to be the person who doesn’t text back, who doesn’t call back, who waits for the guy to make the first move, and who acts like I couldn’t care less whether he does or he doesn’t. Being this person comes natural to me because I have convinced myself that being the other person comes with too much potential damage. And I do think to an extent it does. I may never have truly had my heart broken, but I’ve known people who have; I’ve been there for them. And that shit isn’t fun. It’s depressing and devastating and oftentimes a really long journey to returning to being okay.

But the thing is I think people who put themselves out there; people who let you know they care a lot – I think that they have the right idea. I think the human heart especially when it’s young, is really resilient. I think that the journey to being okay when one’s heart has been broken is a journey that is usually worth facing even when love hasn’t done what you wanted. But when you’re the one who cares less, who apparently doesn’t care at all, you’ll go never go on this journey because you’ll convince yourself that you don’t need to. You convince yourself that you’re fine even when you’re not.

What people don’t seem to realize about the person who cares less or acts like they care less is that they’re usually the one who ends up being hurt the most. It is human to want love and to want to be taken care of and to want to take care of someone else. To deny that, is simply to deny one’s humanity. Being the “queen of not giving a shit” doesn’t make one healthier or stronger or wiser or cooler or even happier. It just makes you feel less human. It makes you feel, less and less.

When it’s all said and done, even people who are perfectly lonely and perfectly alone – still need their person. Whether it’s a romantic partner, a good friend, a loyal family member – everybody needs a person. And the truth is if you act like you don’t care enough, people will eventually start to believe you. So if you feel like you care too much or feel too much or love too much, remember that the alternative is worse. We should all try to seek balance because virtue is that middle ground between any two extremes. But when it comes to love, I don’t know if there is such a thing as loving too much or showing that you love too much. And if there is, I think it’s commendable; not something to be ashamed of. Because if you don’t tell people and show people that you do care, that you do have feelings for them, that you do love them, how the hell are they supposed to know?

So I suppose you can go through life thinking that eventually someone will break down all the walls that you’ve put up, because you don’t want anyone to know how much you can care; how much you can love. But life is short and people are busy. And maybe when the right person comes along, maybe they’ll see right through you. Maybe. But if you keep telling yourself that you don’t care, maybe you’ll also start believing it and you won’t even be able to see your person when you find them. So get out while you can and start giving a shit; and if your heart breaks, let it break. Because it’ll be okay. You will be okay.

 -KOVIE BIAKOLO-

best friend or good friend ?

hi there!
it's a looooong time since i leave my blog, ten days exactly. there's so many thing i have to do, saary. by the way i was officialy 17th yesterday, woohooo that was freaking me out, and i have been graduated from my high school so this time i'm going to study at university, but i don't understand what i feel now. i don't know is it good or bad. i mean, come on! university is mean that you have been grown up and quite independent to deal with real world. but in other side i feel sad because it mean i will parted with my friends, and i can't do a crazy and hilarious things anymore.

ughh.. it was complicated thing.

but no, i'm not going to share about univerisy thing. this post will be a little bit absurd post.
yesterday i see a tweet of someone i did't know. he said ...

"a good friend buy you lunch, a best friend eat your lunch"

isn't it an interesting words uh? ever since i saw it, i kept thinking about it. i try to find what it mean, and now i get it! it's about differentciate between a "good friend" and a "best friend" of a friendships. you must have friends, right? someone who cares about you, who understands your feeling, someone who would love to spend the time with you. but did you know what kind of your friendship ? is that a bestfriends or just a goodfriends ? you don't know ?. okay i will tell you the differentciate. thus, you will know what kind friendship of yours.

even though their smile describe how happy they are, they aren't best friend.

'cause a best friend is not about you smile,
but it about how comfort are you being yourself when you're together

i get a photo of beautifull celebrities.
but think they're just such of a good friends

because a best friend does not include the background of life in it
no matter who you are.

a good friend will always be nice to you

but a best friend will teach you how to be nice

a best friend wouldn't hide and close their eyes when you made a mistake

they would admonish you and show you how to be right

a best friend don't have to always be there for you

but they always with you everytime you need them

so that was my explain abot friendship. after read this you might furrowed your brow and say "OMFG, WHO THE HELL CARES ?" but i cares! and for those people who cares.. You Rock!

so wich one are yours ? a good friend ? or a best friend ?

xx

ney

Enigma

I wonder how ruthless and enigmatic could people’s mind be. How their passion continued branching and become an endless. Since they get what they want, they'll never be in contented feeling. They keep looking for a better, for them. Keep moving under this haunting continuous discontentment and sometime they decide to waste things that have been obtained.

I wonder how powerful and engaging their words could be. How you can be impressed and easily defined. Seeing the face, the look, the expression they cast upon you as they spoke. When they see you get something more than they have gotten, they'll lauding at you, catapulting sweet words. But who knows, the compliment and smiles that comes out of their mouths is a trick to hide their spite. You see what is seen. You never know the unseen.

I wonder how greedy people could be. Never feel enough to what they've gotten. Complaining, blabbering, and blaming the destiny. Always looking for an excuse to leave and go to get something better. Some people will do anything for things they want, one way or another. They fulled their head with ambition, desire, and such things that blinded them to the good and the bad. hereupon, turned them into cruel monsters.

I wonder how fast people could get bored. They judging something/one is not good for them when they do not even know that well. And how easy they get interest. They swiftly move and re persue their desires when they are not even grateful for the things that they have been obtained. And people will do it again and over again.

I wonder how pitty they could be. When they found themself tired to chase something better. When they belatedly realized that the better things is does not exist. because those "better" things are just things that we have no, and "better" things are things that we create ourselves when we feel dissatisfied and ungrateful.

And I wonder how all these remain as an enigma.

weird fact about myself

some people might think i'm insane to share weirdness about myself. but no. i think it's interesting to share who you really are. Well actually, it depends on what you consider as weird. My whole life is a series of weird things that i do whether i'm alone or not. Here are some of them that i can think of right now :

1. talking to myself with british accent

this happen almost everytime i'm alone in my room. i dont know why, but i massively love british accent and sometime it makes me look like a crazy 'cause i'm talking to myself. i love to emulate someone who speaking british accent, it's heard impressive.

2. ponder and muse

it's like i'm addicted to musings. soft music on the earphone, a gentle breeze, and relax. you'll find the gateway of dream world at that condition. you're free to imagine about your future, or just flashback the time remembering your childhood. then you'll find your self unwittingly threw a smile. it's always make me feel better.

3. fangirling

when i'm crushing someone (celebrity) i would like to stalk their timeline daily, download much of their photos, scan it one by one, hug it, kiss it, and sometime i'm screaming because of it. yes i know it's tickled but trust me it's fun to do.

4. make a list

i have a short term memory so  i decided to make a list about everything, yes everything. shoplist, schedule, resolution, project, memo, i even have a list of friendship. lmao. i love to make a list with colorfull paper and markers then stick it up to my reminder board. that was very helpful.




There are a lot of weird things i do when i'm alone or even with people around. I like being weird with people i'm comfortable with. I won't bother to let them know the weirdest side of me that they might never expect. That's how you can tell that i'm being very comfortable with someone. Anyway, don't get me wrong. Sometimes i pretend to be normal, but it gets boring. So i go back to being me :))


be weird be you
xx

blissfulness

"so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers" - anizabelle

i love this quote so much. it's describe how easy happiness is.

Though you might not be able to count it or keep it permanently, but I guess it is so easy to achieve. Being able to do things that you really like and enjoy most either with or without company, even maybe just by doing nothing.
Funny how I found that the smell of fresh new bed sheets and blankets can make me happy, the sound of rain, a good aftertaste of a novel, dinner with your grandfather, or buying your favorite flower.
 

Happiness is THAT easy and THAT simple. I guess it depends on how you view it. As for me, it doesn’t have to be extraordinary or extravagant. It can be found in the simplest form. I feel grateful and thankful for that too.

 i love to posting this because well... i don't know why . but it's make me feel relieved. i've just watch my favorites youtube chanel and i found an affection between brothers and sister. that's so cute. and some part of that video make me relized that love is not only from your mate. you can spread love to your family, so
make your self happy and contented! Rather than waiting and wailing for something to happen, or even someone to make it happen. anyway i gonna post something random soon, just for having fun and get rid of boredom.

Happiness is within your reach.

Yes, It’s on the tip of your nose!





thanks anizabelle

xx

dull day

it's 14:54 now
the time when you can see the gold sun, when you feel thirsty everytime, the time when you feel solitude.
the time when you want to have someone to talk to.
is it just me or today were so dull. i wondering what people are doing, all over the world.
and me? i just lying in my bed, listen to the same music all around the day, blabbering on this blog. how ironic, uh ?

i miss those day when i woke up early, take a bath when dew has not dropped yet, eat my breakfast in the class, make a lots laughters with all those people. i think i miss someplace called School.
i wish i could make a cuddle with my bestfriends now. tell some stupid stories, make a loud giggle.

humph..

these dull day make me so weak.
my day feel so awfull, awkward, mentionless, clueless, everything was collorless. well i guess i better stop blabbering and grounching here. no good.
i would feel better when i get my daily cafeine.
thankyou and good evening.
take a good care of yourself people!

gotta go shower

and

stumble upon the day!

Super Moodboster

This is things that never fail to make me feel better, or should i call it ; Super Moodboster. so blogwalkers, take your pen and note then save this as a record!. make sure you didn't miss anything!

1. Talking to my bestfriends

2. Laughters

3. Money

4. Internet

5. One Direction

6. do it all and repeat it :)

xx

Month of war.

hhhhmmmmppphhh ahhhh...
bau ini, bau bulan juni yang sengit. bau.. peperangan, ya PERANG ! *drum role*

pagi ini bahkan gua bangun dengan keadaan tempat tidur yang kacau, semua bantal berjatuhan dibawahh. Ehm.. oke, itu biasa. tapi ini serius. bulan juni ini akan begitu banyak pertumpahan darah. ada 3 medan yang harus gua lewati hari ini. bukan, bukan medan yang di sumatera utara itu.
ini adalah medan tempur. MEDAN TEMPUR. MEDAN TEMPUR. jelas?

ujian SBMPTN 2 hari, dan UJIAN poltekkes. dan beberapa ujian lainnya.
iya, itu memang mengerikan. nampaknya bulan juni akan penuh gejolak buat gua. gua harus secepatnya pasang strategi, siapkan amunisi, dan beberapa bekal.
for i know, this june is "Month of War" not a "Month of Lose"


by the way, today i woke up with alarm blustering on my face. i wouldn't hate my alarm clock so much if it woke me up with the smell of coffee and freshly baked bread.

humph..

i guess it's time to get some relax with a cup of hot creamy cino

good morning xx

mellow afternoon with the drizzle in

it is one of those wet nightfalls when i relize that the sun has been sink before i saw the rainbow after drench.

recalling that today has been over just as usual,
that i spent the day with some acoustic songs and lying in my bed, that i could feel the smell of the rain untill it let up, that i still can't see the rainbow for a months even it's rainy weeks.

sitting in terrace, writing this silience. uncertain what i have to do tomorrow, waiting for this obscurity day come to an end. However i did promise my self that i should post about this on my blog someday. Something about yesterday that i found very much bewildering.

for i know, when the world is rotating in same orbit but you didn't feell the same day anymore. i found my self on different soul, i loose the sense of humor, i can't feel that butterfly on my stomack when i see some fiction imagination. i felt transformed into tedious person, even though i do something interest thing like on my chilhood i still can't get that sense, it just.. diferent.


it is quite annoying, just asking to my self what happen to me. wacting cartoon is not interest me anymore, i didn't feel adictive on any games for a long time. yesterday i found my self wacth a business chanel on tv, let my new season manga comic neglected, buying a woman fashion magazine.

Blah

what's going on to me ? i'm feel like a stanger to my self.

am i growing up ? become a woman ? come on, i think it's too fast. i even have just graduated from high school. Moreover, i started comfortably to all of this. owh great! i'm a woman already.

 whatever it is, i hope it will be good.

 writing this feels better

guess it's time for take a bath

good night.

anemia

Tadinya sih mau blogging tapi begitu natap layar buyar semua konsep tulisannya -___- . ya sudahlah.. yuk mari kita nge-nutals aja. 

Anyway gua baru kelar UAS nih. Capeeek book, senen sampe sabtu sekolah, sore nya les pulang malem, hari minggu TO, terus bentar bentar LUN bentar bentar UAS. Lama lama malek gua liat LJK -_-

Rasanya tangan gua sengklek tiap hari kerjaannya bulet buletin jawaban di kertas. belum lagi kalo ketemu pengawas yang killer, bunyi dikit aja bisa dipelototin stengah jam. Nggak mikir banget kali ya.. guru aja Cuma bisa nguasain 1 matapelajaran, sedangkan kita sebagai siswa disuruh mahamin 13 matapelajaran yang entah isinya apa. Dan tanpa toleransi semua mata pelajaran itu nilainya mesti diatas 7. kadang rasanya rumus itu sampe meleber dan kececeran di lantai. Bayangkan.. anak kelas tiga tuh dituntunt untuk mahamin materi materi baru, yang setiap materinya terdapat sekitar 6-7 subbab, dan setiap subbab itu terdapat 3-5 rumus yang mesti lo hafal. Nggak cuman itu, kita masih disuruh untuk flashback pelajaran2 kelas 1 dan 2 kemaren. Belum lagi kabar tentang  UN 20 paket + 10 paket cadangan yang selama ini beredar itu bukanlah sekedar isapan jempol belaka, itu kenyataan, itulah yang bakal gua hadapi nanti. Dan semenjak kelas tiga ini gua menemukan cara efektif untuk menghilangkan setress, contohnya cara tertawa yang ujung intonasinya diberi sedikit penekanan sebagai peluapan perasaan kita. Maka kurang lebih akan terdengar seperti ini :

“hahahaHAHAAAARRRGGGHHHH..”

Manusia mana yang nggak pengen gigit tembok dikasih cobaan seberat ini :’) . sampe sampe kemaren gua cek darah di PMI gitu, tadinya sih mau donor darah, tapi pas di cek tensinya katanya gabisa soalnya tensinya rendah, Cuma 90,  ternyata gua sedang mengalami anemia. Gua pulang dan lapor ke nyokap, “bu, aku darah rendah, tensinya 90.” “90 ?? kamu nggak pusing? Kalo ibu udah nggak kuat ngangkat kepala itu mah.” Untungnya kalo soal penyakit gua memang tipikal nggak dirasa. Jadi gua nggak perlu merayap gara gara nggak kuat angkat kepala. kalo gua bukan ciptaan allah mungkin gua udah konslet dari kemaren kemaren. Ya... sekarang gua Cuma bisa pasrah aja sama allah, berdo’a, dan usaha pastinya. Gua yakin kok, usaha itu berbanding lurus dengan hasil akhir. Jadi apapun hasilnya itu adalah buah dari usaha gua selama ini. 

Yap.. segini dulu ya tulisan random nya..

Udah plong nih rasanya, buat yang udah baca makasih ya.. :)

lagi nggak pengen galau

"baby i love you, love you, love you so much
and i miss u miss u when you're gone
baby i need u need u need u so much
since i found that love is yooouuuu"
sialan. tu lagu terngiang ngiang mulu di otak gue, masa gue jadi twibi gini sih -__- apaapaan.
tapi lumayan lah ngerefresing otak, capek galau mulu euy.
capek badan, capek fikiran, makan hati, mana minumnya bukan teh botol sosro *loh. tapi tu lagu manjur loh, lumayan lah jadi moodboster sehari hari. lirik nya juga udah PAS :D. (tu baca tu, liriknya pas) (gausah sok tanya pas apa, pasti udah ngerti) :p wkewkewke :D
o iya, tadi iip sama gia kerumah. dan mau tau apa kata pertama yang gia ucapkan saat masuk ke rumah? "jalan rumah lo benar2 mengundang hasrat pengen pipis" "..." . antara merasa terhina dan mau ketawa adalah kombinasi aneh yang muncul bersamaan di benak gue. seperti biasa, kita hura hura dikamar. yang sebenernya kamar itu nggak cukup layak untuk dijadikan tempat hura-hura (baca: sempit). sekitar 5 jam mereka dirumah, nonton, tidur, maenin da'i, cerita dan bla bla bla.. pokoknya asik.
dan setelah melewati hal hal aneh hari ini sekarang saatnya tiduuurr.
menjemput esok yang cerah, untuk kembali mengejar mimpi dan menggantungkan harapan
siap siap deh besok merajut tawa dengan teman2x. dan besok senen, artinyaaaaa.. kita bakal menghabiskan waktu bersama selama 12 jam sehari.. yeeeaaaayyy *\(^^)/*
have a nice day for tomorrow, and for you, good night :*

Maaf Temen Temen :')

maaf ya ndut, diki, fajar...
dan beberapa orang yang namanya mungkin nggak gua sebutkan..
terimakasih sekaligus maafin gua yang nyusahin dan selalu ngandelin lorang saat gua susah

tapi sumpah..
gua sama sekali nggak bermaksud manfaatin kalian..
walaupun mungkin sikap gua keliatannya emang kayagitu ke lorang.
maaf kalo gua cuma dateng saat gua ada maunya..
maafin sifat gua yang acuh dan kekanak kanakan..
rasanya hutang budi gua besar banget ya..

yang pertama, fajar..
jar makasiihh, banyak terimakasih gua ungkapin buat lo meskipun itu nggak ada apapa nya sama jasa lo selama ini..
mulai dari awal kenal, lo adalah orang yang paling bisa gua andelin,
makasih buat jadi tempat gua curhat saat orang2 yang laen ngacangin gua
makasih mau anterin gua pulang saat orangtua gua sendiri pun nggak inget untuk jemput gua pulang
makasih udah anterin gua kemanapun meskipun itu udah jam 10 malem
maksih buat eskrim, coklat yang berlimpah yang udah lo kasih ke gua

lo baeeek banget sama gua, tapi dulu gua malah selalu ngacuhin lo.
gua sering bikin lo kesel, gua nggak pernah mau kalah kalo kita lagi berantem..
maaf buat keegoisan gua ya jar..

yang kedua, diki..
bang, lo orang yang pernah buat gua berasa spesial kalo di deket lo..
banyak kata2 yang selalu bikin gua senyum, semangat, bahkan ketawa..
nasehat2 lo dan perlakuan lo yang seolah lo anggep gua adek kandung lo sendiri..
coklat delfi yang pertama dan mungkin yang terakhir ..
maksih ya bang buat itu semua..
tapi saat lo ungkapin perasaan ke gua, gua malah musuhin lo, gua sipein lo..

yang ketiga gendut..
ndut.. buat lo gua ini apa ya?
buat gua lo itu sahabat brut..
lo cowok nomor satu dihati gua setelah bokap gua..
setelah iip sama gia lo sahabat yang gua sayang brut..
di sela2 catatan sama hape gua selalu ada nama lo ..
di kontak hape favorit gua, buku harian gua..
kenapa?
karna lo punya jabatan di hati gua, sahabat!
meskipun gua nggak pernah ungkapin itu lewat mulut secara langsung.
lo mau dengerin ocehan2 gua yang nggak penting, lo mau ladenin tingkah gua yang nggak jelas.
makasih ya brut buat semuaaaaaaaaaaa hal2 yang pernah lo kasih
terutama mawarnya, seumur2 gua pengenin itu, baru lo yang ngewujudin.
sekali lagi trimakasih..

maafin gadis peminta minta ini..
jujur, gua punya sifat yang selalu pengen dispesialin, kalo bisa dinomorsatukan.
gua selalu pengen milikin sesuatu yang bener2 milik gua, dan gua paling suka dengan ketulusan..
kenapa?
karna gua pengen ngerasain rasanya dijadikan orang yang spesial..

dan saat sifat itu gua lampiasin ke orang orang, yang mau nanggepin ya cuma kalian..
saat gua mengajukan permintaan, nyaris semua permintaan itu kamorang kabulin.
gua bener2 berasa spesial.
apalagi kalo diantara banyak permintaan dari yang laen, yang kalian utamain itu gua..
rasanya.. gua kaya tuan puri.
dan kalian udah berhasil membuat gua merasa spesial..

tapi mungkin, gua udah menyalahgunakan kebaekan kalian semua..
gua malah seolah memanfaatkan kamorang..
dan cuma datang kalo lagi susah
sekali lagi maaf teman teman..
sifat gua yang kekanak kanakan ini akan gua rubah
dan nanti.. bakal ada saatnya gua bales kebaikan kalian semua..
gua janji, kasih gua waktu..

kenalan yuuk :D

temen2, gue mau kenalan dulu niihh ..
ehem ehem ..
seperti yang lo tauu nama gue neisy thresna nesyah.
tapi sebuah nama aja gak cukup buat mendeskripsikan orang..
soo ..
gue mau share ke blog gue seputar neisy thresna nesyah.
walopun ntah sapa yang bakal baca wkwk.
okee gue pekenalkan..
inii diaa..

maniis bukaaaan ???
yap, cewe berambut panjang ini memang manis.
tapi ini bukan guee haha..
ini yuditha, adiknya Raditya Dika. obsesi gue emang besar sama raditya dika.

oke stop about bang dika,
lanjuut ke artis tokoh utama nya..
okeee ini diaa model kita TARAAAAA ....

gw rasa gue lebih mirip karung beras dipakein baju.

yaa well, badan gw emang agak gembrot berisi.
tapi gue sekarang lagi dalam masa diet..
jadi tenang ajaaa..

gue kasi sedikit info ya..
ttl : bandar lampung, 18 jully 1996, pelajar SMA, dan bentar lagi gue mau kuliah kebidanan,
amiiin doain aja ya :)

oiyaa
gue juga mau share tentang sahabat2 gue..
hidup ini bakal terasa hampa kalo kita hidup sendiri.
mangkanya kita ngebutuhin sahabat buat bikin hidup kita lebih berwarna..
dan inilah orang2 yang udah sukses bikin hidup gue berwarna..

jangan takut itu cuma ekspresi.




dan inilah 2 sahabat gue.
yang sebelah kanan namanya iip yang sebelah kiri namanya gia, tenang aja
mulut gia aslinya gak gak mengot kaya gitu.. wkwk
okee mari kita bahas lebih lanjut ..

jangan tertipu dengan wajah cantiknya .. ckck

cewek cantik 1 ini nama nya gia kerlin angraini panggilanya anggi/gia, jangan mau tertipu dengan wajah cantiknya ataupun tubuh langsingnya.
karna dibalik ituu semua ada banyaak rahasiaaa...
siapa yang tau dibalik wajah ramahnya dia menyimpan sesosok ekspresi singa kelaperan.
jangan sekali2 lo nyolot depan dia, walapun dari awal intonasi nada bicara dia emang kaya ngajak duel,
atauuu..
perang dunia ke-3 akan dimulaii.. *jegeeeeeeerrr*
dan yang paling gue heran adalah porsi makan gia yang bagaikan 1 bulan gak ketemu nasi.
gue mangetahui ini semua pas suatu hari gue makan di rumah dia dan dia bawa piring nasi dya, yang tadinya gue kira itu buat kuli dibelakang.
bayangkan.....
gimana badan nya bisa tetep kerempeng sementara tiap hari dia makan seabrek nasii ???
yang gue curigakan adalah, mungkinkah di perut gia terdapat populasi cacing tambang ??
ckck, dunia ini memang penuh misteri, tapi bagaimanapun gia..
dia tetep sahabat gue dan gue menyayanginya :*

obsesi senyum pepsodent

inilah sahabat gue yang gak kalah anehnya gokilnya..
namanya annisa rifdatul marwa panggilan nya iip..
sampe sekarang gue heran kenapa harus iip??
nama dia kan annisa. ngapa nggak anis, nisa, ica atau apa kek..
masa iip kan gak matching bangeed ih *loh kok gue yang sewot*
iip ini punya ketertarikan yang sama kaya guee. yaituu duniaa photografi, dia pengen lulus SMA ntar masuk UI jurusan broadcasting. tapi kalo gue maah cuma sekedar hobi aja, gak sampe pengen mendalaminya..

dan gue kasih 1 info penting ya tentang iip.
dia itu punya gigi yang harganya 3jt. jadi tiap dia bokek pasti yang dia ributin adalah giginya, misal:
iip : "ish pengen BB loh gue."
gue : "beli sih ip."
iip : "beli pake gigi bisa gak yaa."
gue : ...

dan itulah perbincangan antara 2 manusia ter absurd di dunia..
lorang mungkin bertanya2 gimana bisa iip punya gigi seharga 3jt. kalo mikir iip pasang behel, ato nyumpelin duit 3jt ke giginya itu semua salah.
biarkanlah ini menjadi rahasia antara gue dan mereka..

itulah kisah seputar 2 sahabat guee..
dan berkat kelebihan dan kekurangan yang bisa saling menerina 1 sama lain ..
terbentuklah, 3 sahabat yang kompak..

kompak solidaritas-nya

kompak ekspresi-nya

kompak cupu-nya

kompak gila-nya

kompak sengo-nya



warna di hidup gue gak cume meraka berdua ..
ibarat nya mereka itu baru elemen utamanya.
gue masih punya segudang warna di hidup gue..
liatlah ini ..

sifatnya nggak sejelek orang orang-nya


yang paling kanan itu kevin, cowo multi talent sekaligus the king of gombal, sebelahnya itu tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah gia, yang kaya karet  ban dicelupin ke minyak tanah itu namanya arif, populer name nya  jibrut, orangnya gak seburuk tampangnya :D , yang pojok kanan ituu diki gelarnya sebagai abang, jangan berprasangka buruk, diki emang fobia sama kamera, jadi tiap difoto pasti ekspresinya kaya anak balita yang baru terpisahkan dari emaknya, aslinya nggak seburuk itu kok, oiya diki jago maen drum.

ini poto gue ambil pas malem lebaran gagal kemaren..
kami semua udah konfoy sambil takbiran malem itu, tapi ternyata lebaran diundur lusa.
karna nila setitik rusak opor sebelanga..
sia sia sudah kegilaan kami malam itu. jangan heran tenen2 gue emang gila semua..

huaaaahh masih banyak cerita yang pengen gue share ke blog ini..
tapi berhubung ini udah nyaris maghrib. gue udahin dulu sampe sini..
okee see you soon :)

my first page :)

yaaap, dengan ini gue nyatakan blog gue resmi dibuka. *prokprokprok*
walaupun yang kelar baru 1/4 wkwk. *huuuuu*
heeeh yang penting kan gue udah ngerti dikit2 :p

gue belajar dari yang paling dasar..
akhirnya setelah gue pelajarin ampe guling2 kayang koprol pecah jidat, gue ngerti juga..

gag gue sangka...
bikin blog bahkan lebih sulit dibandingin belajar kesetimbangan di kimia atopun persamaan lingkaran di matematika.
ckckck

tadinya gue pikir bikin blog itu tinggal buka, daftar, ketikketikketik, jadi.
gak tau nyaaaa..
alamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak..
ntah emang susah atau dasarnya gue yang bego.
pantat gue rasanya keram 8 jam duduk depan laptop.
kayaknya bentar lagi gue bakal kena ambeyen.

okee, stop ngomongin pantat gue.
gue bahagia juga sekarang punya tempat curahan hati gue.
yang pasti sekarang yang stand-by di tab bakal nambah.
biasanya yg wajib stand-by itu Facebook, Twitter, Youtube.
sekarang jadi Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, dan pastinyaa blog baru guee *cihuuuy

oke, sekian dulu ya pembukaan blog gue..
kalian yang mungkin iseng2 buka blog gue (kalo ada)
salam kenaal yaa :)