dull day

it's 14:54 now
the time when you can see the gold sun, when you feel thirsty everytime, the time when you feel solitude.
the time when you want to have someone to talk to.
is it just me or today were so dull. i wondering what people are doing, all over the world.
and me? i just lying in my bed, listen to the same music all around the day, blabbering on this blog. how ironic, uh ?

i miss those day when i woke up early, take a bath when dew has not dropped yet, eat my breakfast in the class, make a lots laughters with all those people. i think i miss someplace called School.
i wish i could make a cuddle with my bestfriends now. tell some stupid stories, make a loud giggle.

humph..

these dull day make me so weak.
my day feel so awfull, awkward, mentionless, clueless, everything was collorless. well i guess i better stop blabbering and grounching here. no good.
i would feel better when i get my daily cafeine.
thankyou and good evening.
take a good care of yourself people!

gotta go shower

and

stumble upon the day!

Super Moodboster

This is things that never fail to make me feel better, or should i call it ; Super Moodboster. so blogwalkers, take your pen and note then save this as a record!. make sure you didn't miss anything!

1. Talking to my bestfriends

2. Laughters

3. Money

4. Internet

5. One Direction

6. do it all and repeat it :)

xx

Q & A : Much of One Direction

mari kita lakukan sedikit interview mengenai pria pria tampan yang tidak lain tidak bukan adalah pacar pacar gua mwehehehe:3

so... this is it *drum role*

the greatest group band ever, One Direction

aren't they cute? :)

okay, let's start the question tme.

1. Who is your favorite member ?

okay, i hate this first question wich always asking me the favoritest of mine. oh, come on i am a directioner not a directionator, so i can't pick one. let me tell you, I AM A DIRECTIONER. sometime i fell in love with Zayn, sometime it supposed to be Harry, occasionaly it was Louis, or Liam, and i'm crushing at Niall periodically.

2.  What is your favorite song from each of the boys’s albums?

Up All Night :  Moment, What makes you beatiful, One thing, More than this, Taken, Gotta be you, Up all night

Take Me Home : Little things, Live while we're young, Last first kiss, Heart attack, she's not afraid, cmon cmon, Loved you first, Back for you, Kiss you, Irresestible

unreleased : I shoud've kissed you, Magic, Nobody compares to you, Stand up 

  

3. Have any of the boys’s songs made you cry/tear up before? 

 Little Things have made me broke down on tears once. that song just too sweet.

4. Is there one song of the boys’s that you have a connection with?

 LITTLE THINGS. GOTTA BE YOU. THERE IS TOO MANY SONGS THAT I CAN RELATE TO!

5. Do you argue to defend the boys when people bring them up & badmouth them? 

yes i do, i'll defend them till the end. i'm a potective fan.

6. Do you like the boys’s style from 2010, 2011, 2012, or now better? 

 well they looks much nicer with their 2012 look, i love that bald headed of Liams and zayn's quiff is so adorable. but yet they looks is still mesmerizing i guess, nothing can make me love them less.

7. If you had one of the boys to marry you, who it's gotta be ?

now this one is tricky, i cant decide who it's gotta be. they have their own greatness, but if i have to. it would probably Liam, it's gotta be Liam:)

8. Your view about their girlfriend ?

well i respect all of them. especially ellounor, i ship them forever. as long as my boys happy with them i would be happy too. even though Ms. Swift had once gotten on my nerves, literally.

9. If you had the chance to dating the boys for one day, what would you do?

 at first i would like to having breakfast with niall at Nando's, tell some joke, playing guitar, change some lyric, ohh there will be a lots of laugthers. after that i wanted to hang out with Louis, looking for some outfits and nice stuffs, shopping, and enjoy a cup of cold milkshake with him. and then i'd love to cooking for luch with harry, make some fun conversation, touching his dimpples, playing with his curly, owh god. and the next i would ask Liam to take the air with me and Loki, we would play romp, hide and seek, bicycling, we will having much fun. and before we go home, me and liam devoured a cup of ice cream, by use a fork:) . Zayn would be the finale here, we would love to do a candle light dinner, dancing under the moonlight, look at his eyes and tell how much i love him, and he looking me back then said "i love you more, as much as i love my family" and make a friendly cuddle at last. aww THAT WOULD BE THE BEST DATE IN MY LIFE. if just i'm not imagining too much :''''''D

 10. Write a message to the boys!

hey boys!!

i just wanted you to know, to be a directioner is changed my life in so many different ways. i have love you since i don't know when. you just suddenly come and stole my heart, can i get it back please? or may be no. i love Mr. Tomlinson's randomness, i love Mr. Styles's charmness, i love the innocence of Mr. Horan, and i love Mr. Payne the wise as much as i love the vain of Mr. Malik. i love you all no matter what. you are trully madly crazy seriously totaly completely awesome!! thanks for your presence.

kiss and hug from me

love you. 

Month of war.

hhhhmmmmppphhh ahhhh...
bau ini, bau bulan juni yang sengit. bau.. peperangan, ya PERANG ! *drum role*

pagi ini bahkan gua bangun dengan keadaan tempat tidur yang kacau, semua bantal berjatuhan dibawahh. Ehm.. oke, itu biasa. tapi ini serius. bulan juni ini akan begitu banyak pertumpahan darah. ada 3 medan yang harus gua lewati hari ini. bukan, bukan medan yang di sumatera utara itu.
ini adalah medan tempur. MEDAN TEMPUR. MEDAN TEMPUR. jelas?

ujian SBMPTN 2 hari, dan UJIAN poltekkes. dan beberapa ujian lainnya.
iya, itu memang mengerikan. nampaknya bulan juni akan penuh gejolak buat gua. gua harus secepatnya pasang strategi, siapkan amunisi, dan beberapa bekal.
for i know, this june is "Month of War" not a "Month of Lose"


by the way, today i woke up with alarm blustering on my face. i wouldn't hate my alarm clock so much if it woke me up with the smell of coffee and freshly baked bread.

humph..

i guess it's time to get some relax with a cup of hot creamy cino

good morning xx

mellow afternoon with the drizzle in

it is one of those wet nightfalls when i relize that the sun has been sink before i saw the rainbow after drench.

recalling that today has been over just as usual,
that i spent the day with some acoustic songs and lying in my bed, that i could feel the smell of the rain untill it let up, that i still can't see the rainbow for a months even it's rainy weeks.

sitting in terrace, writing this silience. uncertain what i have to do tomorrow, waiting for this obscurity day come to an end. However i did promise my self that i should post about this on my blog someday. Something about yesterday that i found very much bewildering.

for i know, when the world is rotating in same orbit but you didn't feell the same day anymore. i found my self on different soul, i loose the sense of humor, i can't feel that butterfly on my stomack when i see some fiction imagination. i felt transformed into tedious person, even though i do something interest thing like on my chilhood i still can't get that sense, it just.. diferent.


it is quite annoying, just asking to my self what happen to me. wacting cartoon is not interest me anymore, i didn't feel adictive on any games for a long time. yesterday i found my self wacth a business chanel on tv, let my new season manga comic neglected, buying a woman fashion magazine.

Blah

what's going on to me ? i'm feel like a stanger to my self.

am i growing up ? become a woman ? come on, i think it's too fast. i even have just graduated from high school. Moreover, i started comfortably to all of this. owh great! i'm a woman already.

 whatever it is, i hope it will be good.

 writing this feels better

guess it's time for take a bath

good night.

anemia

Tadinya sih mau blogging tapi begitu natap layar buyar semua konsep tulisannya -___- . ya sudahlah.. yuk mari kita nge-nutals aja. 

Anyway gua baru kelar UAS nih. Capeeek book, senen sampe sabtu sekolah, sore nya les pulang malem, hari minggu TO, terus bentar bentar LUN bentar bentar UAS. Lama lama malek gua liat LJK -_-

Rasanya tangan gua sengklek tiap hari kerjaannya bulet buletin jawaban di kertas. belum lagi kalo ketemu pengawas yang killer, bunyi dikit aja bisa dipelototin stengah jam. Nggak mikir banget kali ya.. guru aja Cuma bisa nguasain 1 matapelajaran, sedangkan kita sebagai siswa disuruh mahamin 13 matapelajaran yang entah isinya apa. Dan tanpa toleransi semua mata pelajaran itu nilainya mesti diatas 7. kadang rasanya rumus itu sampe meleber dan kececeran di lantai. Bayangkan.. anak kelas tiga tuh dituntunt untuk mahamin materi materi baru, yang setiap materinya terdapat sekitar 6-7 subbab, dan setiap subbab itu terdapat 3-5 rumus yang mesti lo hafal. Nggak cuman itu, kita masih disuruh untuk flashback pelajaran2 kelas 1 dan 2 kemaren. Belum lagi kabar tentang  UN 20 paket + 10 paket cadangan yang selama ini beredar itu bukanlah sekedar isapan jempol belaka, itu kenyataan, itulah yang bakal gua hadapi nanti. Dan semenjak kelas tiga ini gua menemukan cara efektif untuk menghilangkan setress, contohnya cara tertawa yang ujung intonasinya diberi sedikit penekanan sebagai peluapan perasaan kita. Maka kurang lebih akan terdengar seperti ini :

“hahahaHAHAAAARRRGGGHHHH..”

Manusia mana yang nggak pengen gigit tembok dikasih cobaan seberat ini :’) . sampe sampe kemaren gua cek darah di PMI gitu, tadinya sih mau donor darah, tapi pas di cek tensinya katanya gabisa soalnya tensinya rendah, Cuma 90,  ternyata gua sedang mengalami anemia. Gua pulang dan lapor ke nyokap, “bu, aku darah rendah, tensinya 90.” “90 ?? kamu nggak pusing? Kalo ibu udah nggak kuat ngangkat kepala itu mah.” Untungnya kalo soal penyakit gua memang tipikal nggak dirasa. Jadi gua nggak perlu merayap gara gara nggak kuat angkat kepala. kalo gua bukan ciptaan allah mungkin gua udah konslet dari kemaren kemaren. Ya... sekarang gua Cuma bisa pasrah aja sama allah, berdo’a, dan usaha pastinya. Gua yakin kok, usaha itu berbanding lurus dengan hasil akhir. Jadi apapun hasilnya itu adalah buah dari usaha gua selama ini. 

Yap.. segini dulu ya tulisan random nya..

Udah plong nih rasanya, buat yang udah baca makasih ya.. :)

lagi nggak pengen galau

"baby i love you, love you, love you so much
and i miss u miss u when you're gone
baby i need u need u need u so much
since i found that love is yooouuuu"
sialan. tu lagu terngiang ngiang mulu di otak gue, masa gue jadi twibi gini sih -__- apaapaan.
tapi lumayan lah ngerefresing otak, capek galau mulu euy.
capek badan, capek fikiran, makan hati, mana minumnya bukan teh botol sosro *loh. tapi tu lagu manjur loh, lumayan lah jadi moodboster sehari hari. lirik nya juga udah PAS :D. (tu baca tu, liriknya pas) (gausah sok tanya pas apa, pasti udah ngerti) :p wkewkewke :D
o iya, tadi iip sama gia kerumah. dan mau tau apa kata pertama yang gia ucapkan saat masuk ke rumah? "jalan rumah lo benar2 mengundang hasrat pengen pipis" "..." . antara merasa terhina dan mau ketawa adalah kombinasi aneh yang muncul bersamaan di benak gue. seperti biasa, kita hura hura dikamar. yang sebenernya kamar itu nggak cukup layak untuk dijadikan tempat hura-hura (baca: sempit). sekitar 5 jam mereka dirumah, nonton, tidur, maenin da'i, cerita dan bla bla bla.. pokoknya asik.
dan setelah melewati hal hal aneh hari ini sekarang saatnya tiduuurr.
menjemput esok yang cerah, untuk kembali mengejar mimpi dan menggantungkan harapan
siap siap deh besok merajut tawa dengan teman2x. dan besok senen, artinyaaaaa.. kita bakal menghabiskan waktu bersama selama 12 jam sehari.. yeeeaaaayyy *\(^^)/*
have a nice day for tomorrow, and for you, good night :*