day #1 ; introduce yourself, post recent picture of you and 10 random fact about you

please forgive me for temporally ditched this blog and the 30 days challenge for a while. its been such a bouncy , bumpy and very rough days lately. i dont even know how to explain. I was busy for the college exam days and also it's thingy majiggy that unfortunately, i cant ignore. since the challenge has no exact rules, so i think it's better to start this now..

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hi there! my name is Neisy Thresna Nesyah. you can just call me neisy, nesyah, ney, and yea.. some of my friends call me jibrut. arif tell you why later :p

10 fact about me :

well i have tell you some of my weird fact in previous post, so let's jump to the rest.

1. omelet lover

yea, i think no one love it more than me. let me tell you, i can live for months with just eat some omelet. that fried eggs always spoil my stomach.

2. i can't squat

this one is embrassing i guess, but for my lovely blogwalkers i'll tell everything in my life:p

well i dont know why i cant do that thing, i always fell my ass down everytime i tried. am i the one ? oh come on.

3. never sleep well with my bedlight off

if you think i have a phobia of the dark, you absolutely wrong. i just cant sleep on the darkness, i mean how can you close your eyes while it feel like you did.

4. europan stuffs lova

I don't think that I sud explain why. Just google it out. europa is such a beautiful continent. All I know is this country inspires me so much. From the smallest traditions to their hugest history. the castle, the kingdom, the people. I feel like I'm in love with europa more and more day by day. who should i blame for making such a too-gorgeous-to-ignore country like that ?

5. talk and sing a lot

This point. I talk (sometimes) so much. btw, I sing songs many more than you can expect me to. In bedroom, bathroom, class....... on the bus. even while my lecturer "singing" their own "songs" :P

6. flowers, i love you

yes, I fucking love that colorfull things so much. I have no idea why can I be so in love with flowers. I find it beautiful everytime i see it. i wish i live in a tree house wich surrounded by flowers.

okay, you can see the rest in my previous post.

feel unfair? i'm the boss here however :p

Look at that! did my first day of challenge! yay!
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30 DAYS OF CHALLENGE

There's this 30 days of challenge that I got from somewhere. I think it's such a fun so why not?

so here's what i'm going to write about starting tomorrow :

• Day #1 . Introduce yourself , post recent picture of you and 10 random facts about you
• Day #2. Song to match your mood today
• Day #3 A picture of something that makes you happy
• Day #4 Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
• Day #5 Something you dont leave the house without
• Day #6 Love
• Day #7 How you hope your future would be
• Day #8 Something you miss
• Day #9 Your favorite movie
• Day #10 Your favorite picture with your bestfriend
• Day #11 Your dream wedding
• Day #12 Put your iPod on shuffle, and write what memory you had in mind when u heard the songs
• Day #13 Somewhere you'd like to move or visit
• Day #14 Your Childhood facts
• Day #15 What kind of person that attracts you
• Day #16 Your dream conversation with your idol
• Day #17 Dream House
• Day #18 Whats in your head right now
• Day #19 Describe one thing that is located near you
• Day #20 Describe what kind of moment that makes you blush
• Day #21 Give pictures of 5 guys that you find attractive
• Day #22 Your dream bedroom
• Day #23 wrote a letter to someone you know
• Day #24 Nicknames
• Day #25 What kind of person that you find annoying
• Day #26 your favorite place to hang out
• Day #27 what you have wished about today
• Day #28 If you have your own invisibility cloak, what are you going to do with it?
• Day #29 Goals for the next 30 days
• Day #30 Your highs and lows of this month

let's rock it.
EXCITED!!!!!
xx

weird fact about myself

some people might think i'm insane to share weirdness about myself. but no. i think it's interesting to share who you really are. Well actually, it depends on what you consider as weird. My whole life is a series of weird things that i do whether i'm alone or not. Here are some of them that i can think of right now :

1. talking to myself with british accent

this happen almost everytime i'm alone in my room. i dont know why, but i massively love british accent and sometime it makes me look like a crazy 'cause i'm talking to myself. i love to emulate someone who speaking british accent, it's heard impressive.

2. ponder and muse

it's like i'm addicted to musings. soft music on the earphone, a gentle breeze, and relax. you'll find the gateway of dream world at that condition. you're free to imagine about your future, or just flashback the time remembering your childhood. then you'll find your self unwittingly threw a smile. it's always make me feel better.

3. fangirling

when i'm crushing someone (celebrity) i would like to stalk their timeline daily, download much of their photos, scan it one by one, hug it, kiss it, and sometime i'm screaming because of it. yes i know it's tickled but trust me it's fun to do.

4. make a list

i have a short term memory so  i decided to make a list about everything, yes everything. shoplist, schedule, resolution, project, memo, i even have a list of friendship. lmao. i love to make a list with colorfull paper and markers then stick it up to my reminder board. that was very helpful.




There are a lot of weird things i do when i'm alone or even with people around. I like being weird with people i'm comfortable with. I won't bother to let them know the weirdest side of me that they might never expect. That's how you can tell that i'm being very comfortable with someone. Anyway, don't get me wrong. Sometimes i pretend to be normal, but it gets boring. So i go back to being me :))


be weird be you
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blissfulness

"so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers" - anizabelle

i love this quote so much. it's describe how easy happiness is.

Though you might not be able to count it or keep it permanently, but I guess it is so easy to achieve. Being able to do things that you really like and enjoy most either with or without company, even maybe just by doing nothing.
Funny how I found that the smell of fresh new bed sheets and blankets can make me happy, the sound of rain, a good aftertaste of a novel, dinner with your grandfather, or buying your favorite flower.
 

Happiness is THAT easy and THAT simple. I guess it depends on how you view it. As for me, it doesn’t have to be extraordinary or extravagant. It can be found in the simplest form. I feel grateful and thankful for that too.

 i love to posting this because well... i don't know why . but it's make me feel relieved. i've just watch my favorites youtube chanel and i found an affection between brothers and sister. that's so cute. and some part of that video make me relized that love is not only from your mate. you can spread love to your family, so
make your self happy and contented! Rather than waiting and wailing for something to happen, or even someone to make it happen. anyway i gonna post something random soon, just for having fun and get rid of boredom.

Happiness is within your reach.

Yes, It’s on the tip of your nose!





thanks anizabelle

xx

Idols

you must have some inspiring people in your life, aren't you?
yeah, someone who can motivated you, who make you feel exited, or should i say it as an Idol.
you have one? good. but it's not about yours, it's about mine. because it's my blog so everything is mine HAHA

oke, let's start.
for note ; i'm not sort by i like the most, it's just randomly sorted.

voila..
have you ever heard "JACKSGAP" ? yeah, they are the owner of it. the twins Jack Harries and Finn Harries.
what is JACKSGAP ?
JACKSGAP is a youtube chanel of theirs. they share about their life on there. i love the way they shared, it's funy. they're look like loving each other so much. they inspiring me to proud of my life as it is. owh i wish i had a twin brother *SIGH*

so.. who doesn't know him ? you don't know?
poor you.
my beloved imaginary boyfriend, Raditya Dika.
writer, actor, director, author, entrepreneur, stand up comedian. yes, it's all his job.
what a success man, uh ?
started from blog author, become a successful man who has 5 famous books and 2 movies, created by himself. cool? it's INCREDIBLE!!
why did i loved him?
check his timeline, read his books, watch his films. then you'll know why.

owhh my goddddd
I-HAVE-TO-BREATHE. OH-WHY-ARE-THEY-SO-FUCKING-CUTE. I-AM-BREATHLESS-OHHH

uhmm, i'm sorry, i always fangirling everytime i look at them, at my gorgeous princes, One Direction.
they're so cute, they're so cool, they're amazing, they have voice like an angel, they're handsome, they're funny, they're love each other not for a bussiness or just for formality. they're loving each other as brothers, they're sweet as a family. and the most importantly, they're proud of their love to their mom:)
and i love them so much xx

okay i think you still feel unfamiliar about this woman.
she is Anizabella Lesmana, mix-blood of Indonesian-Dutch.
she is emerging artist. but i'm not love her as a artist, i love her as a blog author. her blog is so inspiring me, she's like a mind-reader of mine. she write everything what i feel and give me solution without i asked. i regard her as my spiritual teacher.
i wish i could make a friend with her, that's must be so fun!

so if you don't know this woman, i think you live in remote vilages.
JK Rowling, the author of Harry Potter's world.
i wonder how this woman could creating a briliant masterpiece. what an imaginative woman!
i think no need to elaborate for this one, everyone know her greatness already.

note :
dear Mrs. Rowling, thankyou verry much, you had been make my wonderfull chilhood with your masterpiece. if you read this, i would verry delight  if you willing to follow me at twitter or appreciate this blog, or you may give me one of those your books collection, or invite me for a dinner. (oh forget it. she don't even know my exist)

and the last one..
the most inspiring woman of mine. my queen, my guard, my love, my precious, my everything, my mom.
isn't she lovely ? of course she is
this women has been keeping me with love in 17 years. and i want it longer.
very strong woman, she is not perfect but make my life perfect.
nothing compares to a love of mother.
thanks mom, for everything you give to me, daddy, and my sister and brother. i love you so much:*

they are the idols of mine

so, what 'bout yours ?

xx

Realistic and Unrealistic Dream

i'm a deamer i have tons of dream, i have tons of interest, and somehow, it scares me. i think about things a lot of fantasizing. somehow, it can be absurd or can be not. but i love dream and of course, make it come true.

My realistic dream is to be a writer. a bussiness woman. a tacher. a good wife and a good mom. become a strong independent women who living happily and spread happiness to other people, especialy my parents.

My unrealistic dream is to stay young forever. become a florist. and owns a nice garden in my backyard. who owns a tame tiger and a parrot, surrounded by love. to own a unicorn. to own a humongous library filled with thousands great books. to wear a different fancy dress everyday. to travel the world using a minivan. to live in tree house. to live in narnia.

isn't it a cool dream ? no doubt i am a great dreamer i guess.

so people, what's your dream ? don't be afraid to dream. sometime deaming would make you feel better. just dream ! and make it real in your own way:)

happy dreaming!

xx

dull day

it's 14:54 now
the time when you can see the gold sun, when you feel thirsty everytime, the time when you feel solitude.
the time when you want to have someone to talk to.
is it just me or today were so dull. i wondering what people are doing, all over the world.
and me? i just lying in my bed, listen to the same music all around the day, blabbering on this blog. how ironic, uh ?

i miss those day when i woke up early, take a bath when dew has not dropped yet, eat my breakfast in the class, make a lots laughters with all those people. i think i miss someplace called School.
i wish i could make a cuddle with my bestfriends now. tell some stupid stories, make a loud giggle.

humph..

these dull day make me so weak.
my day feel so awfull, awkward, mentionless, clueless, everything was collorless. well i guess i better stop blabbering and grounching here. no good.
i would feel better when i get my daily cafeine.
thankyou and good evening.
take a good care of yourself people!

gotta go shower

and

stumble upon the day!